Join for FREE | Take the Tour Lost Password?
[x]

deviantART

 
About Me Member Shadow Deviant Akarei YorumeUnited States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
Needs Premium Membership
Statistics 85 Deviations
3,449 Comments
11,812 Pageviews

I'm so sorry!

Tue Dec 1, 2009, 5:32 PM
Look, I'm sorry I caused all of this drama. I'm sorry I tried tried to make people feel sorry for me.

All I want, all I've ever wanted... is to be loved. I just want to be appreciated.
I love Byakuya so much, and seeing him with someone else's OC... killed me.
Normally, other OCs I would see with Byakuya or Itachi, I would ignore because I felt better than them. I was confident.
I don't know what happened. But the person with the OC I despise so much is so... talented!
I was so jealous of her, so I tried to tear her down.

I knew all along that it wasn't right, but somehow I justified it to myself. Why I didn't tell her outright what I felt, I don't know. Was I afraid? Probably.
I was surprised she supported my character when her OC loved Byakuya and would end up with him.
Not really used to people supporting me, and definitely not used to people being so selfless, I denied her helping hand.
Looking back, I think "why the hell did I do that?"

I just want help, love, and support. I was just going about it the wrong way. I don't know if I'm gonna stay or not, but I want to be here. I want to be appreciated.

That's why I joined this site. Because I felt no one appreciates me in real life.

I'm sorry, :iconwhiteexterior:, :iconbakuraschick12:, :iconmariksgirlfriend13:, :icondragonof-purestnight:...

And most of all, I'm sorry, :icondream21stalker:...

I don't know if any of you can find it in your hearts to forgive me...
And it's ok if you don't.
I just want you to know that I'm truly sorry.

  • Mood: Remorse
  • Listening to: Into the fire (Thirteen Senses)
  • Reading: Bleach Vol. Seven
  • Playing: Pokemon Mystery Dungeon: Explorers of the Sky
  • Drinking: the tears rolling down my cheeks

deviantID

Name: Akarei Yorume (deceased)
Gender: Female
Age: 196 (body of a nineteen-year-old)
Birthday: October 13
Zanpakuto Release: "Shriek, Taitoaruba!"
Zanpakuto Element: Fire
Division: Rokubantai (Sixth)
Bankai: Taitoaruba no Kagezubasa
Rank: 3rd Seat (I think)
Best Friend: Ichimaru Gin
Loves: Kuchiki Byakuya
Worst Enemies: Aizen Sousuke, Aizen Rachiasu, Stryfe Sally

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Kickin Hollow butt!
  • Interests: Kuchiki Byakuya...
  • Favourite movie: Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince
  • Favourite band or musician: LinkinPark, ThreeDaysGrace, DrowningPool, Evanessence, Disturbed, Skillet, PapaRoach, Metallica
  • Favourite genre of music: Alternative Rock, Metal, Anime OST
  • Favourite artist: Hail-NekoYasha, Bloodlust Bakura, Tite Kubo, Dream21Stalker
  • Favourite poet or writer: J. K. Rowling
  • Favourite style of art: Anime
  • Wallpaper of choice: either Byakuya or Gin
  • Favourite game: Any Legend of Zelda game
  • Favourite gaming platform: Wii or DS
  • Favourite cartoon character: Kuchiki Byakuya
  • Personal Quote: "Everything in life seems to be getting bigger... except for the candy bars." -Me
  • Tools of the Trade: Taitoaruba, Kidou, and my wit

deviantART Community Board

[x]

Comments


:iconfenris-of-bloodmoon:
YOU are now my primary source of lulz.

--
Peace. Love. Unity. Respect.

I loved when Bush came out and said, "We are losing the war against drugs." You know what that implies? There's a war being fought, and the people on drugs are winning it.
:iconbakuraschick12:
and you are my primary source of shut the fuck up :iconginichimaruplz:

--
You know who makes me smile everyday and makes me feel at ease? Gin Ichimaru, because i love him lots :love: He completes me ^_^
~~
Do YOU like IzuruxDenee? You should cuz I do! [link] Check it out :D
:iconmyrauchiha:
Aaaand good for you.

--
I'VE REPLACED MY BLOOD WITH BLEACH

Fellow Shinigami:
2nd: ~DarknessWolf6
3rd: ~bakuraschick12 | ~Mariksgirlfriend13
Little Sister: ~Rukia-neesan
:iconakeina:
Thanks for the :+fav: =D

--
General Lee will PRIVATELY yet BOLDLY go where no Lee has ever gone before!
:iconmyrauchiha:
No problem.

--
I'VE REPLACED MY BLOOD WITH BLEACH

Fellow Shinigami:
2nd: ~DarknessWolf6
3rd: ~bakuraschick12 | ~Mariksgirlfriend13
Little Sister: ~Rukia-neesan
:iconportal-girl:
Thanks for the favs! ^^

--
"The thing about growing up with Fred and George is that you sort of start thinking anything's possible if you've got enough nerve." -Ginny Weasley

Second Chances [link]
:iconmyrauchiha:
No problem ^^

--
I'VE REPLACED MY BLOOD WITH BLEACH

Fellow Shinigami:
2nd: ~DarknessWolf6
3rd: ~bakuraschick12 | ~Mariksgirlfriend13
Little Sister: ~Rukia-neesan
:iconbakuraschick12:
:iconepicbadge1plz::iconepicbadge2plz: :iconginhappyplz:

--
You know who makes me smile everyday and makes me feel at ease? Gin Ichimaru, because i love him lots :love: He completes me ^_^
~~
Do YOU like IzuruxDenee? You should cuz I do! [link] Check it out :D
:iconmyrauchiha:
:iconobjectionplz::iconsaysplz:OBJECTION!

--
I'VE REPLACED MY BLOOD WITH BLEACH

Fellow Shinigami:
2nd: ~DarknessWolf6
3rd: ~bakuraschick12 | ~Mariksgirlfriend13
Little Sister: ~Rukia-neesan
:iconwhiteexterior:
You face has a spammed Deviant page! >8D

Site Map